How much influence have we had on each other?From the bright side to the dark side, from inferiority to depression, sometimes it is like a mirror, sometimes it is completely different。I have depression. I have told my parents and friends that sometimes I think about why I am alive. I am obviously in such pain. But finally l know realityis the reason why I want to leave and they are the reason why I stay. You don't understand my letter, you don't care at all。You are in the realm of my reality.