I'm pretty shy at first and prefer to take my time getting to know someone before really opening up. I'm looking for a friend...someone who I am excited to see...excited to hear from. I miss the presence of a special person in my life. His gaze, touch, the warmth of his being, the knowledge that he's simply there, even when we're apart. I am looking for a man who could be both a friend and a discrete lover, tender and a reliable man.