I kissed her and she pushed herself to me. I rather felt and might have done as much as I pleased. She is man-keen enough. If I stay all night, it will be my own fault if I do not have all of her I can....She wishes to try the metal I am made of, and I begin to fear not being able to do enough, and to doubt whether even fun will be amusing or safe....shall I, shall I not give into fun with her, stay all night and do my best for her without caring for the result?