认真的听完所了有的录音，却突然不知道怎么了腿不听使唤的瘫坐在地上，身体

认真的听完所了有的录音，却突然不知道怎么了腿不听使唤的瘫坐在地上，身体瑟瑟发抖，发冷，自己怎么都不敢想象要是我看到听的一切我真的不敢想象，最后一条录音我没有听完不是我不想听了而是我不敢听了，也不敢在去听了，我不知道自己到底是做了什么，我才20岁怎么就过成这样了，到现在为止自己还是没有反过神来。[心碎][大哭][大哭][大哭]突然间感觉整个世界都是颠倒黑白是非不分，

After listening to all the recordings carefully, I suddenly don't know what's wrong. My legs don't listen to me. I sit on the ground. My body trembles and chills. I can't imagine how I can't imagine. If I see everything I'm listening to, I really can't imagine. I didn't finish listening to the last recording. It's not that I don't want to listen, but that I don't dare to listen, and I don't dare to listen. I don't know what I did, I'm only 20 years old. How can I live like this? So far, I haven't turned against God. [heartbroken] [crying] [crying] [crying] suddenly I feel that the whole world is upside down, right and wrong,

After listening carefully to all the recordings, suddenly I don't know what's wrong with my legs. I sat on the ground, shivering and chills. I can't imagine what I saw and heard. I really can't imagine. I didn't listen to the last recording, not because I didn't want to listen to it, but because I didn't dare to listen to it. I don't know what I really did. I was only 20 years old. How could I have been like this? Up to now, I still haven't turned my mind. [Heartbroken] [Crying] [Crying] [Crying] Suddenly, I feel that the whole world is upside down, right and wrong are indistinguishable,