他记得早些年，屋里老有股难闻的牛粪味。即使每个角落都用石灰刷过几回了，

他记得早些年，屋里老有股难闻的牛粪味。即使每个角落都用石灰刷过几回了，臭味仍然经久不散。那时候家里穷，生活过得艰苦，白庆山没少遭受欺侮和歧视。十四岁那年，白庆山无法忍受，他给家里说，这个地方只能生我，不能养我，我要出门找奔头。他爹当时在吃野菜汤，觉得娃娃说胡话，端着土碗懒得理睬。

He remembered that in the early years, there was always a bad smell of cow dung in the house. Even if every corner has been brushed with lime several times, the smell still lingers for a long time. At that time, the family was poor and lived a hard life. Bai Qingshan suffered bullying and discrimination. At the age of 14, Bai Qingshan couldn't stand it. He told his family that this place can only give birth to me, not raise me. I want to go out and find a way. His father was eating wild vegetable soup. He thought the baby was talking nonsense and didn't bother to pay attention with a clay bowl.

He remembers that in the early years, there was always an unpleasant smell of cow dung in the house. Even though every corner has been brushed with lime several times, the smell still lingers. At that time, the family was poor, and life was hard. Baiqingshan suffered from bullying and discrimination. At the age of fourteen, Bai Qingshan couldn't stand it. He told his family that this place can only give birth to me, but can't support me. I want to go out and look for Bentou. His father was eating wild vegetable soup at that time. He thought the doll was talking nonsense, and he was too lazy to pay attention to the earthen bowl.