Yesterday,I felt for the first time that I was close to death,I feel very helpless .I even complain that fate is very unfair to me.Obviously I have worked very hard in life. when I calmed down,I think about some questions carefully .On difficult times ,I am not alone,my family is a strong backing for me,they gave me confidence ,they made me believe that there are many little good things in life. my brother started school,I wish him success in his studies.