See their current situation, I even cry all cry. <BR><BR>Think of yourself, diploma, teacher appreciation, students love, and acceptance letter a focus on high school a year ago. <BR><BR>These "own", so I was there for some time graduating, enjoying themselves. I feel very successful, I got a lot a lot. Three days a year to change the pay, I suddenly have a lot of things I had not. Perhaps he did not realize at the time, I was dazzled joy. Perhaps vanity at this time haunt me and hold tight. "I am so good," the ingrained idea, let me time to listen to any "against me," I think they have very incredible. However, after entering high school, came to the new class, I still can not change, "the limelight, I am powerful" idea, openly in front of everyone, "vanity" of self-display, all to meet the sinking vanity. The teacher really impressed me, my impression is not bad, but the students do not think so, they think I am, "vanity, hypocrisy, affectation." No one is willing to take the initiative to contact me. In class, I became a man. I long vanity has plummeted in the mid-term exam, the scores have fallen to the bottom. Teachers, students, have I had a suspicion and contempt. I hardly see any one person, their eyes seem to say: "Cut, disgusting." "You really is such a" feeling of all the people around me are dissatisfied with contempt. The teacher indeed I had a lot of doubt, we can say, do not believe me. All around the turn of events so that they feel can not accept, can not afford, can not afford such a little bit of blow. My self-confidence, at this time, fall into the abyss. I felt helpless around for everything, even a little thing I feel discouraged, frustrated, I think, "I have not the power to change it." Since then, life has become stoop, malaise. Exciting content, all in Baidu Raiders: http: //gl.baidu.com<BR><BR>My grades, also has been positioned in the class "rock bottom." Such a year of life, my place in the class, has become: "Teacher contempt, indifference" "Let students hate, do not accept" "by the boys and girls of concern." In my life became very bad, all day classes have been hovering in the "how do I become like this," "I low self-esteem," all the negative emotions, has been pulling it up, and is also interested in studying. I heart a mess. Contradictions, pain, I lost myself, so I could not see myself, I stoop, making progress, has been eager to change the outside world to change itself, but I can not change, inferiority and vanity make the intersection I mind getting bad, I even refused to accept, but also despise yourself, do not love yourself, are extremely vulnerable students, easy to follow the crowd, to see people speak. With no mind of your own. I feel I do not have any meaning in life anymore. I felt that he was alive or dead, alive all the same. <BR><BR>I really want to know why it becomes so at the age of 16 that year! <BR><BR>I want to struggle out! I do not want my life to go on this! Exciting content, all in Baidu Raiders: http: //gl.baidu.com <BR><BR>I want to be a broad-minded, positive people! <BR><BR>Finish
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