Why can't I get it right. I don't know You are always watching me fall Why do I feel so small I don't knowSo I walk into the dead of nightChaos feels so good insideNow I knowI lost I lostI lost control againAlways do the same and not to blameI lost control againI don't I don'tI don't know who I amAlways do the same and not to blameI'm tired of being afraid