Sorry, english,Today I told myself very valuable information that I am not fulfilling my mission, I have taken on the wrong job, I do not sleep much every night, knocking, screaming, destruction of furniture, cleaning up sewage every morning, I am sad, despondent, I am looking for good , I am indoors with a crazy person and I count every day until I finish work. I have to do this job because of the money. Gone is my cheerful mood, I love writing articles, but now I have lost my desire, I want to go home.I do not know how it will end, but I feel that upon my return I need rehabilitation.