抱歉，因为确实存在发自内心的真挚的感情，而没有和你共同走过，这，一直是

抱歉，因为确实存在发自内心的真挚的感情，而没有和你共同走过，这，一直是我压抑心中的遗憾，此遗憾在我的心底一埋就是30年，各种回忆、情感，无时无刻，没有任何征兆，随时迸发，为此，我呐喊、哭泣甚至……。为了找寻那部分缺失的情感遗憾，我倾尽全力想感知你，甚至改变我自己。<br> 在羡慕你对爱人的感情之时，我一时矛盾万千，无法控制自己。所有的以上，都是我想你回到我的身边，哪怕仅仅是心里根深蒂固的有我、恋我。<br> 张少海，我现在对你的感情，我觉得已完全超越喜欢，即便在接触多次以后，深知我们有很多的不合适，我对你的思念丝毫没有减少，甚至仍然希望和你在一起。<br> 张少海，今生，我等你，不论你变成什么样子，只要你还认得我，心里有我，我等你，今生今世！

抱歉，因为确实存在发自内心的真挚的感情，而没有和你共同走过，这，一直是我压抑心中的遗憾，此遗憾在我的心底一埋就是30年，各种回忆、情感，无时无刻，没有任何征兆，随时迸发，为此，我呐喊、哭泣甚至……。 为了找寻那部分缺失的情感遗憾，我倾尽全力想感知你，甚至改变我自己。<br> 在羡慕你对爱人的感情之时，我一时矛盾万千，无法控制自己。 所有的以上，都是我想你回到我的身边，哪怕仅仅是心里根深蒂固的有我、恋我。<br> 张少海，我现在对你的感情，我觉得已完全超越喜欢，即便在接触多次以后，深知我们有很多的不合适，我对你的思念丝毫没有减少，甚至仍然希望和你在一起。<br> 张少海，今生，我等你，不论你变成什么样子，只要你还认得我，心里有我，我等你，今生今世！

I'm sorry, because there are sincere feelings from my heart, but I didn't walk with you. This has been a pity in my heart. Once buried in my heart, it's 30 years. All kinds of memories, feelings, all the time, without any sign, burst out at any time. For this reason, I cry, cry or even. In order to find the missing emotional regret, I try my best to feel you and even change myself.<br>When I envy your feelings for my lover, I am in conflict for a while, unable to control myself. All of the above is that I want you to come back to my side, even if it is just deep-rooted in my heart, love me.<br>Zhang Shaohai, I feel that my feelings for you now have gone beyond my liking. Even after many times of contact, I know that we have a lot of inappropriateness. My missing for you has not decreased at all, and I still hope to be with you.<br>Zhang Shaohai, this life, I wait for you, no matter what you become, as long as you still recognize me, have me in your heart, I wait for you, this life!<br>