"I feel like I'm working intermittently, and I'm constantly in bad shape, but I can't lie down flat, and I can't roll up. On the surface, I say I don't care, but I lie on the bed and secretly wipe tears."
I feel like I'm trying intermittently, constantly struggling, but lying flat and unable to move. On the surface, I say I don't care, but in reality, I secretly wipe tears while lying in bed
"I feel like I'm working intermittently and continuously, but I'm lying uneven and unable to roll. On the surface, I say I don't care, but I'm actually lying in bed secretly wiping my tears."