So this person could say, “I did he

So this person could say, “I did hear the Word of God. I did hear your warning, I did hear something from the Bible. That is my only hope – that you might have saved me. And, yet, I see there has been no change in me, and this frightens me, Lord. And maybe I have even been hostile toward you in the last several years since May 21, 2011, and that frightens me all the more. But this is what I have learned: that you did save up to that time, and the Bible does speak of a delayed process of drawing those people that were saved during that time in the second part of the Great Tribulation. So, my hope is, and it is a small hope, but, O, Heavenly Father, could it be that you might have saved me then, and for your own purposes, you have not yet drawn me? And I pray that you would draw me now, because I do qualify because I was outside the churches. Having had mercy, have mercy! Could it be that if you did save me then, O, Lord, will you draw me now and give me that ongoing desire to do the will of God, and that I would turn from my sins?”