I don't want to hurt anyone. I just wanna be myself. But it will make others annoyed. I have no way. And always, someone will tell me I should do and I must do. If I can't, I'm wrong. I will be blamed. I will regret when I grow older. I hate "speech", just because I'm not a "normal" person like others. Who really cares my feelings? I'm struggling to struggle. Maybe my life will be a tragedy. So what?