I have never felt comfortable with being a public person. To be honest I got really scared and worried when I came to Weibo because you are sooooo many people.I have a fragile mental state and I am very stressed about being seen by so many people. The problem with becoming too popular is that people stop thinking of you as a human being with emotions and feelings.It's really hard for me to see that some people consider me as an object to make money of. It makes me feel really horrible.I'm sad also because I know most of you are really kind and supportive, and I don't want you to be upset. But I have to take care of my mental health first.I really need some time to think about Weibo. I don't want to leave but a part of me tells me that it is the right thing to do.