I understand that you have to be strong enough to do this .so now I try to make Myself beter and beter .you always say that I am the only child when you old willGo to the nursing home. I would say its not nesessary,because I have to be ableTo shield and favor you forever . now although we have nagging sometimes a littleQuarrel but I know it was a way to show my love ,at first I always wanted to be Far Away form him .but now I don’t think so .probably after the person grows up All have a kind of love family complex.