其实我知道，当我确诊为抑郁症的时候，它会伴随我一生我自己也很清楚，有的

In fact, I know that when I was diagnosed with depression, it will accompany me throughout my life. I also know very well that some knots cannot be solved after a long time. Although I laugh happily every day like a neurosis, I really I’m very unhappy. I don’t want to use negative emotions to chat with you or let you see me embarrassed, so I care about the details. Your inadvertent actions will make me sad and even cry, if my mood affects me. Please take care of me because I can’t control it. I hope you don’t think I’m sick and may be infected and ignore me and alienate me, begging. thanks.

In fact, I know that when I am diagnosed with depression, it will accompany me all my life. I know very well that some knots can not be untied in a long time. Although I laugh very happy every day like a neuropathy, I am really unhappy. I don't want to chat with you with negative emotions or let you see my embarrassed appearance, so I care about the details, Your inadvertent actions will make me very sad and even cry. If my mood affects you, please take care of me, because I can't control it. I hope you don't ignore me and alienate me because I'm sick and may be infected. Please, I also want to chat with you and make trouble as happy as during military training. thank you.<br>

Actually, I know that when I am diagnosed with depression, it will stay with me for the rest of my life, and I know very well that some knots can't be solved in a long time. Although I laugh happily like a psychopath every day, I am really unhappy. I don't want to chat with you with negative emotions or let you see my mess, so I care about the details very much. Your careless actions will make me sad or even cry. If my mood affects you, please take care of me because I can't control it. I hope you don't ignore me and alienate me just because I am sick and may be infected. Please, I also want to chat with you, and have fun fighting like in military training. Thank you.