irrational but it felt urgent at the time.” She gave a small nervous laugh and felt Draco flinch.She jerked her head up and squirmed slightly. “So I—I asked my Muggle neighbor to. He was a couple years older, I thought he might know more about how to do it than—,“ she coughed and cleared her throat. “But he—well, he wasn’t bad. It wasn’t uncomfortable. It just pretty quick. So that was that.”She gave a small shrug. “It probably would have been better if we’d known each other a bit more.”Draco stared at her with a somewhat dazed expression. “Wait. So you went home for summer holidays