满腹心事沐入这漫漫黑夜中，不知不觉走到了尽头，是返回还是继续呢？继续左

满腹心事沐入这漫漫黑夜中，不知不觉走到了尽头，是返回还是继续呢？继续左边，还是右边?心里有种报复他的冲动，期待今夜自己能出点什么事，让他追悔莫及。又害怕等到的是更加的失望，甚至绝望,失望他的忽视，绝望他的从没放在心上，从没在乎过，到头来我的所谓自伤的方式对他豪无任何意义。此刻，我该踏入何方?好想放纵自己一次，好想混入灯红酒绿之中，纸醉金迷，醉生梦死，总比此刻寒风刺骨地锥心之痛要缓释一些奔溃！都说爱情甜如蜜，香如酒，可尝过才知道这毒会浸五脏六腑。爱情嫁给婚姻，婚姻却入了坟墓。现实总是如此的骨感，如此地悲烈！选择了婚姻，人生的一切的一切就失去了原有的本质，一切的一切都变得扑朔迷离，真真假假，满是荒唐，满是凉薄！

满腹心事沐入这漫漫黑夜中，不知不觉走到了尽头，是返回还是继续呢？ 继续左边，还是右边? 心里有种报复他的冲动，期待今夜自己能出点什么事，让他追悔莫及。 又害怕等到的是更加的失望，甚至绝望,失望他的忽视，绝望他的从没放在心上，从没在乎过，到头来我的所谓自伤的方式对他豪无任何意义。 此刻，我该踏入何方? 好想放纵自己一次，好想混入灯红酒绿之中，纸醉金迷，醉生梦死，总比此刻寒风刺骨地锥心之痛要缓释一些奔溃！ 都说爱情甜如蜜，香如酒，可尝过才知道这毒会浸五脏六腑。 爱情嫁给婚姻，婚姻却入了坟墓。 现实总是如此的骨感，如此地悲烈！ 选择了婚姻，人生的一切的一切就失去了原有的本质，一切的一切都变得扑朔迷离，真真假假，满是荒唐，满是凉薄！

Full of mind bathed in this long night, unknowingly came to the end, is to return or continue? Continue to the left or right? I have an impulse to revenge him. I hope something will happen to me tonight and make him regret. What I'm afraid to wait for is more disappointment, even despair, disappointment, his neglect, despair, he never cares, in the end, my so-called way of self injury has no meaning to him. At this moment, where should I step? I want to indulge myself once. I want to be in the limelight. I'm so drunk, I'm so drunk. It's better than the pain of the cold wind! It is said that love is sweet as honey and fragrant as wine, but only after tasting can we know that the poison will soak the viscera. Love marries marriage, but marriage goes to the grave. Reality is always so bony, so sad! If you choose marriage, everything in your life will lose its original essence. Everything will become complicated, true or false, full of absurdity and coolness!<br>