Actually, | want to say somethingto

Actually, | want to say somethingto you. It ' s really hard to keep it toyourself. After all, it ' s hard to meetanyone. But I still haven ' t been ableto put down the one who once raninto the subway station with me inthe heavy rain. We clap the raindrop on the shoulder for eachother, it is also possible that shewas the only one who could findme and accompany me for a nighton the day of my grandfather ' sdeath. From that moment, | feltthat it was impossible to leavewith her in my life. Even thoughshe hurt me all over, I could alwayssee her smile when | closed myeyes every night. I ' m sorry. Forgiveme for being selfish. I may not beable to walk the rest of the waywith you. Forget me. You have along way to go for the rest of yourlife. | wish you can meet a personto whom you can give your heart.