that must be the story of innumerable couples,and pattern of lifeof life it offers has a homely grace ,it reminds you of a placid rivulet ,meandering smoohtly through green pastures and shaded by pleasent trees ,till at last it falls into the vasty sea ,but the sea is so calm ,so silent ,so indififferent ,that you are troubled suddently by a kink in my nature ,strong in me even in those days ,that i felt in such an existence ,the share of the great majority ,something amiss,i recognized its social value .i saw its ordered happiness,but a fever in my blood asked for a wilder course ,there seemed to me something alarming in such easy delights in my heart was desire to live more dangerously ,i was not unprepared for jagged rocks and treacherous ,shoals it i could only haye chaange change ang the exicitement of unforeseen