我们越是支支吾吾，越是含混不清，“妈妈”就越能察觉到话外之音。为了让“

我们越是支支吾吾，越是含混不清，“妈妈”就越能察觉到话外之音。为了让“妈妈”解除疑虑，我们瞒着“妈妈”托人找上关系让“妈妈”住院治疗。可几次住院，又几次出院，“妈妈”的病情总是时好时坏，反反复复。“妈妈”全明白了，两眼茫然得像深秋里的黄叶，却竭力去抑制住一个妈妈的情绪。<br>在我和妻子几次去家里看望“妈妈”的时光里，“妈妈”都独自一个人面壁侧卧在她那个小小的病房里，门窗都紧闭着，窗帘都垂放着，昏暗的屋里蒸腾弥漫着噪呛的药味，呆久了就有一种快要让人窒息的感觉。妻子和我不得不去拉开窗帘，推开窗子，让风进来，给“妈妈”换换风，让阳光进来，给“妈妈”换换光线。在妻子和我的帮助之下，“妈妈”就像一坨沉睡了千年的巨石，费力地旋转着腰身，终于侧过脸来，两眼看着一地灿烂的阳光，努力将一个母亲的灿烂完完全全地赋予我们。可看得出，“妈妈”的灿烂里有些怨郁，怨郁里有些哀怨。

我们越是支支吾吾，越是含混不清，“妈妈”就越能察觉到话外之音。 为了让“妈妈”解除疑虑，我们瞒着“妈妈”托人找上关系让“妈妈”住院治疗。 可几次住院，又几次出院，“妈妈”的病情总是时好时坏，反反复复。 “妈妈”全明白了，两眼茫然得像深秋里的黄叶，却竭力去抑制住一个妈妈的情绪。<br>在我和妻子几次去家里看望“妈妈”的时光里，“妈妈”都独自一个人面壁侧卧在她那个小小的病房里，门窗都紧闭着，窗帘都垂放着，昏暗的屋里蒸腾弥漫着噪呛的药味，呆久了就有一种快要让人窒息的感觉。 妻子和我不得不去拉开窗帘，推开窗子，让风进来，给“妈妈”换换风，让阳光进来，给“妈妈”换换光线。 在妻子和我的帮助之下，“妈妈”就像一坨沉睡了千年的巨石，费力地旋转着腰身，终于侧过脸来，两眼看着一地灿烂的阳光，努力将一个母亲的灿烂完完全全地赋予我们。 可看得出，“妈妈”的灿烂里有些怨郁，怨郁里有些哀怨。

The more we falter, the more ambiguous, "Mom" will be able to detect the voice outside the words. In order to let "Mom" get rid of the doubt, we found a relationship with "Mom" to let "Mom" stay in hospital. But several times in hospital, and several times out of hospital, "Mom" is always in good and bad condition, over and over again. "Mother" all understood, two eyes dazed like the yellow leaves in late autumn, but tried to suppress a mother's mood.<br>When my wife and I visited "Mom" at home several times, "Mom" was lying alone in her small ward, with doors and windows closed, curtains hung, and the faint room was steaming with the smell of medicine. After a long stay, there was a feeling of suffocation. My wife and I had to open the curtains, open the windows, let the wind in, change the wind for mom, let the sun in, change the light for mom. With the help of my wife and me, "Mom" is like a huge rock that has been sleeping for thousands of years. She is struggling to rotate her waist, and finally turns her face, looks at the bright sunshine, and tries to give us the brilliance of a mother. It can be seen that there is some sadness in the brilliance of "Mom" and some sadness in the sadness.<br>