Having children with her.Which was bizarre, because he was eighteen. At the start of the school year he’d considered getting married within the next decade as early. Parenthood had never even occurred to him aside from the obligatory heir he’d have at some point.He’d never even held a baby.But when she said “remove my ovaries,” he was suddenly struck by the realization he wanted to have children with her. Children. As in multiple. That he had ideas of what they’d look like.He was attached to the idea.He had to leave because he wasn’t sure what he might say or do if he stayed. He might have said something