I feel sick very often nowadays and

I feel sick very often nowadays and spend days on sleeping mostly. This summer was very hot so I was always in the bed in June and July but the wind became cool without notice and I heard the cries of wild goose. I wanted to write letters but kept silent until now. By the way,I started living in a temple from this summer to avoide the heat. I found there that the letters written by Roan are kept in the warehouse of the prince. I wanted to see them for a long time so I asked a monk and saw them secretly in midnight. I thought I would be here until this May but I don’t have many more years to live. I watched the moon alone,